nobody has an unbreakable heart.

so little time, so many things to think about.
I'll be away for few days~

to find my happiness..hope i'll find it somewhere.

day out.

setelah memerapkan diri di rumah. ku berasa ingin keluar hujung minggu ini. ku rindukan rakan-rakan.

tempat-tempat yang dikunjungi :
- Capsquare (tengok Transformers- dpt seat best) - sorry didn't kept my words.
- then off to KLPac (Urbanscapes) - was boring.
- bergerak ke Central Market (my fave. place!) :P - teman Linie cari Tshirt Obama utk adik dia.
- singgah ASK jap
- lastly to Sunway Pyramid - suro Kak Amy amek kat situ.

HAPPY ? Biasa je.
Naik apa ? Komuter, pastu merempit bersama Linie dan Tash.

with Linie J.

Makcik Qila mula membebel~

Nasib baik naik scooter.



Grafitti

street art or vandalisme?

senyum

malam tadi saya mimpi buruk. mimpi yang sedih sampaikan dah terjaga pun masih menangis. saya memberitahu dia tentang itu. kata dia, "tu mimpi je, jangan risau". dia buat saya tersenyum.

haaaaaiihh~

rindunya pada cinta saya itu.

gambar di atas dicuri dari facebook Cik Hidayah. hehe~ En. Syafiq bersama BEEFCAKE! :p zaman rempit Cayangku. Teringat masa pergi Perak dulu, En.Syafiq dan Beefcake akan tunggu saya di pintu gerbang kat Seri Iskandar tu. haha~ Dipercayai Beefcake kini tersadai di rumah. Kali terakhir saya melihatnya adalah Januari lepas. Mwah beefcake!

anak anak Daisy.

ANAK-ANAK DAISY DAH BESAR SEKARANG SETELAH BERKAHWIN DENGAN KUCING JIRAN SEBELAH IAITU SPOOKY. MEREKA KINI BERUSIA SATU BULAN DAH KOT, RASANYA LAH. EN. SYAFIQ YANG MENJADI BIDAN MEREKA. SAYA PUNYA ADALAH CHINCILLA. BADAN DIA WARNA PUTIH, ADA TOMPOK SIKIT. DIA ANAK BONGSU DARI TIGA BERADIK. HIDUNG DIA PINK MACAM PAKCIK DIA, CASEY. TELINGA BESAR GILA. COMEL SEKALI. SEKALI JE.

OH, SEKARANG HEBOH TENTANG TRANSFORMERS. KALAU TRANSFORMERS 1st DULU BERIYA-IYA BELI TIKET AWAL. SEKARANG NI TAK RASA NAK TENGOK LAGI SEBAB EN. SYAFIQ TIADA DI SISI. NANTI RASA BERSALAH SEBAB PERGI TENGOK TANPA DIA. TAK PE, SAYA BOLEH TUNGGU. TENGOK KAT LAPTOP PUN OKAY, ASALKAN DIA DI SISI SUPAYA BOLEH MENGKAGUMI TEKNOLOGI CANGGIH HOLLYWOOD BERSAMA-SAMA. MEGAN FOX TU LELAKI? BETULKAH? EUW..GELI LAH TENGOK SHIA LEBOUF BERCUMBU DENGAN DIA KALAU DIA LELAKI, YUCKS.

SEKIAN SAHAJA BUAT KALI INI.

another post

:')

dan aku terus bermain dengan nama si mati.

stranded.

just leave it there.

incubus.

Watch a sappy movie or a slapstick comedy. Laugh or cry until you feel better.

a.s.a.p

i'm planning to go for a holiday. all by myself. drive ke..public transport ke..hm~ I need a getaway to clear my mind. Si Biru, cepat pulang..mummy rindu! i'm planning to go somewhere in the north. but maybe to Mersing in July. then straight to Tioman? haha. sounds good to me. mari diriku, kita mengembara

lovely cupcakes from Cupcake Huda

:( :)

the other song is Keep You Much Longer.

can't believe listening to Akon's songs almost made me cry..
:P

Everyone went out. left me home alone. :/ bosan gila nak mampus hidup mcm ni. tgkla bila Si Biru aku dah siap nnt, aku pulak nk tinggalkan semua orang kat rumah . Nk pegi jauh-jauh. Holiday sorang-sorang. Just me and Si Biru..

sudah cukup.

dan tak pernah aku sesali cintaku untukmu

kerana bagiku telah milikimu sudah cukup untukku

kemanapun aku pergi selalu sepi tanpamu

dimanapun aku berpijak selalu hadir bayangmu

Second Chance by Shinedown

Illi Hzbull likes this.

10 to 1 of My World

TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars?
- jatuh buaian
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
- hang out with close friends
How are you feeling at this moment?
- misery
How did your night go last night?
- biasa-biasa je..kt rumah. bosan~
How did you do in high school?
- just fine
How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- bought it in Ranau, Sabah
How often do you see ur best friend?
- as often as I can
How much money did you spend last month?
- Don't know..less than RM400 i guess..
How old do you want to be when you get married?
- haven't think of it
How old will you be at your next birthday?
- 23.. ouch!

NINE WHAT'S:
Your mothers name?
- Hasnah Aizan
What did you do last weekend?
- Busy with my cousin's wedding
What is the most important part of your life?
- all of it
What would you rather be doing?
- something worth my time
What did you last cry over?
- being away from my love
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
- pictures n songs
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
- honesty and loyalty
What are you worried about?
- everything
What did you have for breakfast?
- nothing

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- nope. never will
Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- I think so
Have you ever been out of the country?
- yes
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
- yes
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
- no that I remember
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
- er..no
Have you ever cheated on a partner?
- no. never will
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
- yes

SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
- my sis, Kak Amy
Who was the last person you texted?
- En. Syafiq
Who was the last person you hungout with?
- Tash and Jay, watched football
Who was the last person to call you?
- En. Syafiq
Who did you last hug?
- can't remember. cousins at the wedding i guess
Who is the last person who texted you?
- Nafissyafiq
Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
- Nafissyafiq. duh~

SIX WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live?
- merata-rata
Where did you last go?
- pasar malam
Where did you last hang out?
- mamak kt sebelah Sunway Pyramid
Where do you go to school?
-been to many schools
Where is your favorite place to be?
- by his side
Where did you sleep last night?
- in my room

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
- no
Do you think anyone likes you?
- I don't know
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
- no
Do you know the muffin man?
- huh?
Does the future scare you?
- sometimes

FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
- they're crazy and fun to be with
Why did you get a myspace?
- to keep in touch with friends
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
- don't know. never ask
Why are you doing this survey?
- surrounds by boredom

THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be??
- ability to make people happy
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
- yes
If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
- poket doraemon

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
- never ever will
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
- yes

ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
- not really

shut it.

ada kawan pun menyakitkan hati.
baik kau diam.

diam
diam
diam

diam la bodoh.

dah mati.

Jantungku kekeringan alasan untuk berdegup
Dan jiwaku terkorban di medan perjuangan, penantian, impian
Harapan itu senjata yang paling merbahaya buat sekalian umat manusia
Seperti jarum beracun yang membunuh senyap
Seperti segudang dadah yang merosak
Sembunyi darah ini di balik seribu perisai besi
Apa yang dipandang tinggi bila jarum yang mengakhiri

Tolong jangan diujar lagi, aku tak mahu mati berkali
Esok aku kan tiba di lapangan terbang dan menghilang

Aku mayat askar yang berpura-pura seolah ia bernafas lancar
Tak ku benar jasad rompongnya berehat satu saat pun
Untuk mengingatkan bahawa ia telah MATI..

kicked.

Saya telah mengemaskini friend list kat Myspace, Friendster dan Facebook. Saya telah membuang orang-orang yang tak dikenali. Maaf ye, untuk rakan-rakan sahaja. Kadang-kadang terfikir nak delete account Myspace & Friendster. Tapi tak mahu lost contact dengan rakan-rakan. Di Myspace ada ramai kawan2 kat Ipoh. Di Friendster ramai kawan2 Shah Alam & Kelantan. Facebook adalah kawan2 ASWARA dan UiTM. Terfikir jugak nak private kan blog ni. hmm~

*we do need to kick certain people out of our life

Itu bukan penghinaan. Itu adalah satu tindakan yang perlu dilakukan.

tak lama lagi..

he said. :)

Zairul & Liza.

Minggu ni majlis sambut menantu pulak. Bertempat di rumah pengantin lelaki, iaitu Abang Yoy kat Bandar Tun Hussein Onn, Cheras saje.. membawa pulang isterinya. sepupu baru kami, Kak Liza~ Abang Yoy sangatlah tidak romantik. Tapi, aku rasa mereka kelihatan manis sekali di dalam gambar-gambar yang aku ambik ni. huhu

Cousins.

diriku paling pendek~

Agak-agak dalam sepuluh tahun akan datang, ada ke dia buat macam ni lagi ?

gadis-gadis yang telah bekerja keras sewaktu majlis.

crazy days.

- Pergi Ipoh untuk majlis pernikahan sepupuku.
- Pergi Cameron untuk beli sayur-sayuran serta buah-buahan
- Lost World of Tambun ( 1st time pegi walaupun dulu bermastautin di Ipoh )
- Makan chee cheong fun yang dirindui!

Bertolak ke Kg. Gajah~

Lepak di Clearwater sambil tunggu acara makan-makan.

Kanak-kanak semak di dalam gambar.

Mesin korek bijih timah.

Cameron Highlands.

apartment kat Sunway City.

Lost World of Tambun.

lost.

hard times for me now. been all alone. staring at these walls.

everything's a mess. can't even think of anything. i've lost everything. going out of my mind.

help.

i need you the most now. but also turn your back on me, thanks.

STAND.

This one goes to MYSELF..gotta be strong. Hope I'll make it~

You feel like a candle in a hurricane

Just like a picture with a broken frame

Alone and helpless, like you’ve lost your fight

But you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright

Life’s like a novel with the end ripped out

The edge of a canyon with only one way down

Take what you’re given before it’s gone

And start holdin’ on, keep holdin’ on

Every time you get up and get back in the race

One more small piece of you starts to fall into place

‘Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you’re made of

You might bend ‘til you break

‘Cause it’s all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you’ve had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe your hands, shake it off

Then you stand, then you stand

Teater Randai

Last night, I went out to have some fun. My idea of fun is watching and enjoy a performance. Any kind of performance will do ( play, dance, live music etc. ). So I went to my college to watch Randai, it's one of my favourite! It's the final assessment for degree students. I missed Mek Mulung last week :( .tak tau apa tu Mek Mulung sebab tak pernah tengok.

teater tradisional : RANDAI ANGGUN BAINAI TO SULTAN NAGARI

skrip & arahan : PAK MUSRA DAHRIZAL KATIK

tu lah tokoh randai, Pak Musra.

teringin nak jadi anak randai!

tarian piring~

APA ITU RANDAI ?

Randai merupakan salah satu jenis seni klasik, permainan rakyat Minangkabau yang masih bertahan dan masih popular, berasal dari Sumatera Barat. Perkataan Randai berasal daripada kata 'merandai', bermaksud mengharungi tanah yang berumput atau berpaya untuk mencari sesuatu barang, dalam dialek Minang.

untuk keterangan lanjut tentang Randai, klik disini

it was fun. i love it~. malulah sape orang Negeri Sembilan tak tau apa tu Randai. :P