Saturday, July 31, 2010

I have to divide my time between deciding what I want to be when I grow up and who I want to be right now with my sweetie. It's never easy, but it's extra-hard for the time being. I have all the energy I need to handle it all, but I still have to dig down to find the answers, which might not come easily. I've still got to give it a shot.

Friday, July 30, 2010

May You Always Feel Loved.

A dedication to Myself and everyone around me~

May you find serenity and traquility in a world you may not always understand
May the pain you have known and conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life
facing each new situation with courage and optimism.

Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there,
even when you feel most alone.
May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace.

May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours everyday of your life,
and may you give these gifts as well as receive them.
Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.

Teach love to those who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world.
May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them.

Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part of you,
even if the encounters were less than you would have wished.
It is the content of the encounter that is more important than its form.

May you not become too concerned with material matters, but instead place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart. Find the time in each day to see the beauty and love in the world around you.
Realize that each person has limitless abilities, but each of us is different in our own way.

What you may feel you lack in one regard may be more than compensated for in another.
What you feel you lack in the present may become one of your strengths in the future.

May you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility. Learn to view everything as a worthwhile experience.

May you find enough inner strength to determine your own worth by yourself, and not be dependent on another's judgements of your accomplishments.

May you always feel loved.

beautiful words by,
Sandra Sturtz Hauss

Thursday, July 29, 2010

ke mana lagi...

weekdays saya akan ke :
- The Curve
- Sunway Pyramid
- MidValley
- Wangsa Walk

weekends saya akan ke :
- Pavilion
- BB Plaza

saya dah bosan dengan kota.
saya mahu lari sekejap
sekejap saja~
tapi kemana?
next weekend !


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Hiduplah sesuka hatimu,

Sesungguhnya kamu pasti mati.
Cintai siapa saja yang kamu senangi,
Sesungguhnya kamu pasti akan berpisah dengannya
Lakukan apa saja yang kamu kehendaki,
Sesungguhnya kamu akan memperoleh balasannya

rumput yang paling cantik

Pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya. Ketika itu gurunya sedang mengajar tentang kasih sayang.

Pelajar :
Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai seseorang yang paling kita sayang? Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu :
Ok, kamu ikut apa yang saya suruh. Kamu pergi ke padang. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. Pilih yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walau sekali. Bila dah pilih rumput yang paling cantik, bawa ke kelas.

Apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput pun di tangannya. Cikgu bertanya, kenapa tiada rumput yang dipilih?

Pelajar :
Tadi masa saya berjalan, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik, maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang belakang saya tadi rumput yang paling cantik. Tapi cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang boleh saya petik.

Cikgu :
Itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, bila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari lagi yang lebih baik dari itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang  berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Jangan kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Semoga yang berlaku tidak berulang lagi. Dan ingatlah, orang yang paling kita sayang itulah orang yang paling cantik dan paling baik walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi.....

Monday, July 26, 2010


the truth is

i'll be gone anytime soon
you'll be okay.

Thursday, July 22, 2010


it's someone else's opinion.

not yours at all..

shame on you !

my babies !

Dari kecik lagi, saya memang minat dengan motor-motor berkuasa besar ni. Entah influence dari siapa, Abah mungkin. Memang minat sesangat dengan motor, selalu curi-curi bawak motor atuk di kampung. Saya dah bawak motor sejak berumur 11 tahun. huhu..1st time tak tahu kat mana break, lalu masuk ke dalam kebun getah. Form 2 sampai form 5 bawak motor ke sekolah, walaupun tiada lesen. Siap pusing-pusing Ipoh, takde hal punya ! Lepas SPM baru amek lesen. ;) Saya sudah boleh bawak semua jenis motor, termasuk TZM En. Syafiq. Tapi yang berkuasa besar belum pernah cuba lagi. Tapi apa-apa pun, saya mahukan lesen B full ! Saya nak menjelajah dengan motor saya sendiri. Sebab tak suka jadi penumpang. Semoga angan-angan saya tercapai ! Yang mencuri hatiku :

ensem kan? naked bike yg cumil~

jalan-jalan kat gurun seronok ni !

yang ni pun kiut juge, dan tak terlalu besar. sesuai utk saya!

Bersama BABY yang dicintai~

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


dia sedang memasak di dapur, sudah lewat.
saya hanya mengambil bau, terlalu penat.

Monday, July 19, 2010

it wasn't just anybody's heart.

it's mine,
i hope you understand.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Kak Shasha

I read on her status said :
If someone betrays you once, it's his fault If he betrays you twice, it's your fault.

then I asked :
How come?

She replied :

My opinion: People will not change overnight. Give him a second chance and hope that he will change means you are expecting something that is uncertain. Once he know that you are weak and always give him chance means that you are stuck with the game forever with him. So once we caught him up for the second time, thats the time we will feel regret, stupid and blame ourselves.

sad but true.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

back to where i belong

when the best in the industry offers me to work with him, how am i suppose to reject? went to meet him yesterday, it's been a long time~ i can't believe he still remember about the kelapa incident way back in melaka.. (-_-')

so, i'm tending my resignation by giving one month notice. sorry to my friends and auditors...i think this is something i should grab. i have no problems with my current job. but, i think i can do something better than what i do now. yes, i do still wanna make my own film :) hehe..i also wanna win an award, at least. so i can bring my parents on the red carpet, or to the stage! (berangan teruk..)

anyway, it's where i belong. what i love to do...and thanks a lot, C!!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

new hope..

am excited about tomorrow..nervous's been a long time since i last met him..two years i guess?


Wednesday, July 7, 2010

*aku rimas gedik mengada ngada

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

welcome back ?

banyak kisah yang ku belum cerita..simpan sendirilah kerana ketiadaan masa..
last night i got these miscalls from unkown number..handphone saya sentiasa silent.
lagipun, bateri kong masa tu..saya pun sms jelah..

"sape tu?"

then the number replied,

"illi ke tu? ni abg afdlin"

then pergi topup untuk call bekas bos ku itu..
adeh..malunya beliau call aku..
he told me something................


Friday, July 2, 2010

just remember

moving on with the help of some one is better than going alone, but do not be mistaken from the support that is taken, for it could be another knife for the wound that should be mended.

and one more thing,
back off.